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Bemusedi got a NEW ONE...
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i am NOT checking this one again
so watch that one
Never Againsweet, candy coated pills sliding down my throat take 12 at a time, in just one gulp after a while they start to kick in i cant wait for this to begin im seeing red and it looks so good i feel so crazy, like i knew i would oh so slowly, time goes by pretty soon, i just want to die i hack away at my wrists a razor is something i cant resist i start to walk, i can only stumble i try to talk, but can only mumble i feel so bad that i feel good better than i ever thought i could floating slowly through the sky the colours and lights start hurting my eyes &nbsNever Again
Drowninglost in the sound of my screaming you cant hear it though you cause it i lay here dying in a puddle of crimson created by the bullet made from the lies lies you told me to keep me here you knew you were killing me i knew it too- i liked it thats all i wanted to drown in my own blood blood brought by the pain pain that was only hurting you hurting you makes me happy and emotion rare to me ill stab you in the chest slit your throat for the last time watch you bleed watch you die its beautifulDrowning
Our Medicinewe can only hope theres enough pills when we need to sleep through the nite not caring about being high just wanting to feel alright maybe even one minute can pass by a minute where death isnt on our minds not a single happy thought in this life pain eats away at the only left that can save us "just pull the trigger" it cant be that hard can it? hopefully it wont be nothing could be as hard as living like this but living cant describe or begin to describe the way that im feeling every day becomes a cut on my wrist and i still stayOur Medicine
Over and Overpain locked deep inside trying to push out screwed again over and over not for the first time and so im addicted these candy coated pills sliding down my throat traces of red feeling alive over and over not covering up or faking through scars disappearing cutting deeper blade worn down leaving stains over and over fluorescent lights flashing bright hiding me away from myself into the darkness over and over coming down going away finding home leaving this place pain escapedOver and Over
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And someday I know, No matter how hard we try,
We're all gonna have to, Lay down and die/
So maybe i should just tell you, What I hope and believe,
For every defeat, there will be a Victory/
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~Katey G.~
A,B,C LSD little gummy bears are chasing me...
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come visit my world!!!! [link]
cuz im the madd hatter and i do crazy things..
... [link]
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A Freacking thank u would be nice :3
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A Freacking thank u would be nice :3
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A Freacking thank u would be nice :3
we -rachel sater amanda alfrey and bert fromdahl- are no longer married.
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